Freedom Was Here

2009-05-26T06:59:00.000-07:00

EH DUDES.

can't seem to post anymore, weirdly. Only edit my previous posts.

Anyhoo, i've just decided to make a brand new one, maybe with a new skin too. Idk we'll see.

Hahaha yep. www.darrenhearstheresonance.blogspot.com

can can? awesomee.

see you.

Me.

2009-04-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

Yeah, that's my aspiration.
will anyone understand?

2009-03-17T19:41:00.000-07:00

Yeah I got tagged to do this so. LOL.

Rules: Fill in the blanks!

1. In case of a fire you: ...perform CPR ON SOMETHING.

2. If you see a dead cat on the road you: take 5 seconds of silence, or in this case, 45 seconds, for all of the 9 lives it lost. ):

3. When you see an aeroplane coming to crash into your house you: welcome it with open arms - who can resist a free aeroplane?

4. In a fight, you: sit down.

5. If you're bored you: daydream/plan my next communist movement speech.

6. When you're in a relationship you: dedicate equal amounts of time to her, my friends, and my communist supporters.

7. In a relationship the most important thing is: that we dont do anything underaged and get ourselves screwed. Get it?

8. If a person of the opposite sex told you they love you: O:

9. When you've lost the person you love, you: it's okay, as long as I have TzeDong as my facebook picture, things will turn out fine.

10. In a jungle you: call my dad.

11. If you're alone & you see a person of the opposite sex crying alone you: O:
then I talk to her.

12. When in the night and you see a fullmoon?: O:

13. In life you: laugh alot, O: alot, eat alot, i try to sleep alot, and i feel alot - feel God alot. heh.

14. If you could be an animal what would it be?: an Eagle, so I can fly close to heaven. (: Plus nobody eats eagle meat, so i'm pretty safe.

15. When it's raining you: go get caught in the rain, catch a cold, and sleep.

16. In this world, you: are the salt and light.

17. If you became a millionaire you: tell my mum. "MUM! I'M A MILLIONARE. YAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!"

18. When you love someone what do u always think of?: taking eyebreaks every half hour of doing close work, watching tv, or using the computer.

19. In the toilet you: plan my next communist movement speech.

20. If you found out the person you love doesn't even like you: I'll go write a poem to express my dejectedness and loneliness. However, I have to constantly remember to take eyebreaks while doing so.

21. When you grow up you: become the first 81 year old heavy metal punk rocker, with a band named DAMP and angry.

2009-03-15T02:07:00.001-07:00

Why do we feel lonely?

Why do we feel scared?

Why do we feel worried?

Why do we feel trapped?

Why do we think we can't do it?

Why do we think that we're unloved?

Why do we think we are weak?

Why do we think that there's no hope left?

Why do we let ourselves be condemned?

Why do we let ourselves feel guilty?

Why do we let ourselves do wrong?

Why do we let ourselves bear hate, anger, vengeance, unforgiveness?

well, i don't know. but i do know that

He's always with us.

He'll take our fears and he will conqour it.

He'll work things out.

He'll set us free.

He will make a way, when there seems to be no way.

He loves me;he loves us.

He will strengthen us.

He promises hope.

There is no condemnation in Christ.

Feel not guilt but repentance, and you are forgiven.

With earnest cries for His help comes liberation from chains of sin.

He never bore hate, anger, veangence, or unforgiveness on any of us,

although we have wronged Him terribly.

Who is this He?

He is Jesus.

Rely on Jesus

2009-02-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

I just love pictures of violins. Don't you? :D
Speaking of which, guess what?
Resonance, wed 3pm @ acsi. That's our very own secondary level prayer cell.
And it's going great. Basically if you don't already know, its like, a cell, where we come to worship and praise God.
And praise God indeed! He's brought so much of this stuff together, with just 4 people in the core group, it's really amazing how we already have a mini-CF.
It's 4, to 8, to 13 and growing in 2 sessions already!
But, we still need prayer.
If you're a random ACSian, or just a random person reading my blog, do come for this! If you can't, do tell people who you know can, or just pray for us. It's all GREATLY APPRECIATED thank you very much.

Anyway, this post is about smells of things in my opinion. A strange topic to talk about, but i suddenly feel like doing it. :\ Especially when i have weak lungs and constant sinus, which means my smelling/breathing skills arent tip top.

BUT. anywho.

Chinese Tuition smells like, dry, hungry peaches.

My classroom smells like, something that makes me wanna grind my teeth.

Running 2.4 smells like, empty vacuum packed packets or ziplock bags.

Church smells like, new furniture, high-class minimalistic designed terrace showrooms.

Art smells like, a choking fog.

Migraines smell like purple.

The internet smells like barbequed food.

Barbequed food smells like a sauce, which is sweet, 24% savory and reddish brown in colour.

LIFE SCIENCE smells like plants. UGH PLANTS.

Rain smells like, flowers. YAY FLOWERS. Flowers are like the good side of plants. plants are evil.

Plants smell like sadly, plants. sigh.

The sea smells like a really salty monster, mouth open, ready to swallow me up.

Violins smell like roses,

music smells like warmth.

but GOD, is the sweetest of them all, and smells like, something so undescribably heavenly. like yknow when you put a mouth full of something reaaaally delicious into your mouth, then that flavour is like x 1000000000, yeah that's about nearly as awesome as half the smell of God.

Hee.
It's all in the heart.
Darren

2009-02-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

candlelight

born to light the dark,
challenged to fight the gale.
chosen to change the world,
to be set apart; free the jailed.

weak, forgotten, shy and timid
is the candle light, humble and small.
but head bowed, faith forth,
it perserveres, believes - through it all.

fighting for its purpose
til the day it falls to fade.
it holds its victory
for its destiny was never delayed.

handpicked by the master
as the white from the black, destined to burn
the time has come dear reader,
rise up and catch it's fire: cause' now it's your turn

Composed originally by yours truly, Darren. :D
Copyright 2009

Seriously, go find on internet dont have one

2009-02-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

Me: Lord? She can sing, why can't I?
God: You can sing. Your voice is already a sweet sweet sound to my ears.

Me: Lord? He looks good, why don't I?
God: Who says? You're beautiful in My eyes.

Me: Lord? They're so smart, why am I not?
God: Wisdom takes priority over knowledge, and wisdom I will give when you ask.

Me: Lord? They can make such good music, why can't I?
God: I don't need music, all I need is that heart of worship.

Me: Lord? They are all so loved, why aren't I?
God: Am I not one of the many who love you?

Me: Then where are my gifts dear God? Have I none?
God: Your gift is My salvation and blessing upon your soul. So much, you could give it to others. Is that not enough?

2009-01-12T03:04:00.000-08:00

There's this really gay guy in my class, who goes around trying to rub his butt against other guys'.

God save me.

Anyway! MONDAY BLUES all over again.
Today felt rather painless, esp cos i managed to finish my 9th of my chinese journals
today, which means i never have to do such a horrid task ever again.
Prolly til next year, then i'll get like 10 zhoujis up from this year's 9.

This weekend has been a tough weekend,
although i didnt enjoy it as much as i wanted to,
maybe cos i was spamming ~~2 chinese book reviews a lit essay and eng assignment~~
alot of homework.

Anw, as i have no idea what to post about,
let's talk about fish.

Yes, now you'd think.
"What are you driving at darren?
Is there a deeper point you'd like to make?
Something insightful you'd like to share with us or is this just another mindless post? "

Yep, you guessed it. It's another mindless post. :D
Have i already said? The barramundi in australia is excellent! OMG.
EXCELLENT. Way beyond par. If go Cairns or Port Douglas one day comfirm must try
then as you sit there and savour the taste, you may allow yourself a slight thought of me. :P
"woah, darren was right all along"
but don't let that distract you from the greatness of the wild barramundi!

And uh, just so you know, I'm making a really long distance trip on saturday,
don't know where we're going, don't know for how long,
just be sure i won't be there for at least 2 or 3 weeks of church/fuel :\
and who knows? it might even be the m word O:
ahwells, hope hope not.

TAG REPLIEZ

JERENA: ahahahah. alright okay. coolness whoooo.

grace: yeahh. ah i dont feel sec 2. only thing is my class room's red. ._. but other than that. yeah. miss the sec 2s of 08. :\

Hr15..uh. Chris: PFT UPPER SECC.. LONG PANTS. UHHHH... ahahah. kidding. thanks dude. you too.

shanping: YO. ahahaha. zank you! you tooo with sec threeee.

HEH Darren

2009-01-03T08:05:00.001-08:00

-Undeadification in process-

Firstly Thank You so much to all those peoples who've given me Christmas stuff and cards, appreciate it a whole lot. (:

1%: Seems, 08 passed. 09 started. Quite sad about the whole new buzz arrangements,
cos the sec 2 guys (it feels so weird calling my buzz sec 2, i still feel sec 1-ish) are split up, and are merged with the sec 1s. Okay. Dreading the double streaming, cos i have to work hard for both entrance into ib and to get the subjects i want for next year. If you're abit unsure what i mean by entrance into ib, please do not hesitate to contact me at 90236453, or you may email or drop me a msg on msn, all between the times of 3pm to 12am on weekdays. :D

2%: Reaaaally miss camp and '08 hols. Has been the funnest hols i've had i think. Really fun. But busy too. 08 has been the best if not one of the best years of my life, with all the aweshome friends placed in my life by God, i feel i've grown alot. I hope. Seriously OKAY. The hols super fun, and i'm gonna miss 08 and all ze sec 2s (now sec 3s, ugh this is confusing) whom were in lower sec last year. :\

35%: CAMP, was whack. It has totally met all the expectations set by all the stuff people said about last years' camp, and i don't care if xplod was way better or what la, i still really enjoyed surge, and that extreme real touch from God.

GENERAATE, DONT HAVE TO HESITATE. WE'RE GREAT. WE DESERVE TO CELEBRATE: GENERAATE GOOD TIMES C'MON! WHOOO. heh.

Generate was awesome, although i thought it was going to be really weird and freaky being in that group, what with jonat being my agl O: but yeah it was awesome. Hee.
Got long testimony also, if anybody wants to know about it or whatever la, wanna kill time and hear me ramble on about my camp experience and life stories, contact me, details are above.

63%: To cut it short, i got sleign/slain. Idk, spelling sucks. God also showed me a picture.

Really similar to this, just that there were only 2 people, one of them me i think, and behind us was a waterfall. Ahwell. Still don't know what it really means though. If got any idea, or if God is touching you right now with prophetic annointing and speaking the meaning of my picture to you right now, please, feel free to share. Contact details are above. Or just tag.

92%: First day of school was kinda stupid, with a hygiene freak form teacher. She put a door mat for us to clean our shoes, has an air freshener in the class and an fragrant spray thing to spray everytime we come back from PE. WHAAAT. Ahwell.

100%: Tag replies (:

CLAIRE: My goal in life is to make your life hard, since ditching the thought worked, i went with the ditching.

JERENA: I don't know yet, could you share with me please? (my math teacher says i have to say this instead of "idontknow" from now onwards.

shan: thanks man. see ya around. come collect your prezzie from jiali from me siol.

grace: YEAH. THAT'S WHY. HOLS WERE THE FUNNEST. thanks so much yeah! for the thingy. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

MERRY CHRIST MAS. HAPPY NEW YEAR. (abit lag sorry)

Darren.

-Undeadifying of Blog Complete-

2008-12-13T19:28:00.000-08:00

HEYY, I'M BACK COS YOUUU, okay nvm you know the rest.

In case y'all folks dont know. I went to australia, Cairns and port douglas.
Eh, i not that rich la.
Basically Cairns and port douglas are 2 diff states in aussie, not 2 whole other countries.
You guys'd better have missed me.
If so, thanks :D
If not, its okay i dont hate you, i just like you much less. MUCH MUCH LESS.

ANWz. On the first day of aussieness,
me and mah sistah went to take a swim in the pool right.
And i was like happily fixing ze goggles at the shallow area.
so i told my sister to stay close and not wander off.
but as lovely and obedient as my sister is,
she chose to wander off (: to the deep side (: which was 2.1 meters deep (:
so yeah she started drowning O:
and so i saw, i tried to go like bring her back la, without goggles.
then the minute i reached her she p ushed me waaaay into the water and kicked off my back
to swim back to the shallow side.
so now I was drowning. -.-

Although i seriously thought i was going to die,
God told me to ditch the thought and get help.
yknow. to like "survive" and stuff.
so with my ownage yelling skills,
i got an aussie guy to pull me back to shore. :D
so thank God for aussies, and yelling.
if not i'd be dead by now. ):

ahwells, that aside, it was a pretty normal trip, during which i:
-capsized a hot air balloon basket,
-killed four coral reefs,
-walked along a running waterfall,
-and got tanned. well, abit. then it went away ):

as a side note, i love black carrot cake.
and i'm going for ignyte camp!
new record: 1 in a row! :D

alright tag repliez

To All: Yes.

kthxbai

2008-11-17T05:46:00.001-08:00

Happy ~~Turkey~~ Thanksgiving!

Actually, everyday should be Thanksgiving to God, even in the midst of this twisted world around us. (:

Oh, and last week, for the first time in my still-young life, I went jamming.

Alright man, quite fun la considering i went with classmates, including adil. yes. HAHA.

met outside bugis mrt, first time there as well, finally realised why so many ahlians hang around there.

adil tried to be nice, he said “nice shirt” when he saw me. lol. epic fail la he.

saw his old classmate, Jay, who was some real pro/awesome HCI guitarist/bassist (oxymoron). :D

and chi hsuan. ahahah. ate at macs, meaning we got cheated once again. hahaha. now got new MEGA mcspicy, double the chicken, double the price, double the unhealth.

then we started looking for the jamming studio. but, we got lost ._.

after calling the studio, we finally found it, and it turned out to be in the middle of some SERIOUSLY ULU MALAY AREA. WHUT.

like next to a mosque, on the second floor on a random shop house. so obvious right?

starting only 45 mins after the booking time, it started off really loud and uh, off time.

DAMN FUNNY chi-hsuan was like spamming the drums and cos he had earphones on, when the rest of us stop playing he didn’t notice.

So he was just like playing damn hardcore, and when he finally realized ah, wah his face super funny sia. LOL.

i was SUPPOSED to play keyboards, but after playing the chords for the first 1 and a half songs we tried, i gave up.

and went to drums instead :D

which surprisingly didn’t sound THAT awful.

really quickly it hit 5 la, so we left the studio, ears severely deaf, well at least mine were. heh :P

10 bucks per person. quite okay price la.

THEN THEN. WALAOOO.

I WANTED TO GO WATCH HSM 3. BUT THE STOOPID BUGIS JUNCTION. STOP AIRING ALR. pft.

dang it. all the times people ask me go watch ah, i not free. then the people i ask either not free, watch before or dont wanna go.

seems Someone doesnt want me to watch HSM 3.

I’m watching you ah.. =.=

heh. after a day of lugging around the ginormous bass guitar,

i was beat. still am.

HOOOO!

and that’s it.

seriously go watch Hard Gay.

Darren,

outta here,

for an eyebreak.

2008-11-04T06:58:00.000-08:00

Random Picture above. :D

Seriously la! WALAO.
My life super boring.
Past week was like just slack at home?
And this week's going to be debate, debate, tuition, NCDCC retest, debate.
That is a BAAAAAAD BAD combination.

so, seeing as we all know how hard debate can be at times,
I shall post about my best friend matthew tang.

*open paragraph* now most people wonder how i met matthew.
okay not really.
but i'm gonna tell you anyway. :D
so one day, i went to preteens at adam.
and all of a sudden!
i saw matthew drawing arrows! on a paper. O:
i was intruiged (that's a word right?).
why you ask? well that mystery has plagued mankind for seven years. so i dont know. :\

and for some strange reason i decided to ask if i could help draw arrows
and that blossomed into the friends we are today.

yep. all cos of arrows. hmm.

anyway. matthew is super funny. and can crap almost half as well as me!
HAHA. kidding la.
he lives somewhere in shunfu. yeah. you guys can go slowly find.
and when you find out his exact address, can come tell me.
i still dont know where it is today. :P

i dont really know why i posted that? but then i dont know why i post half the stuff i do.
so whatever right? :D

oh on a random note:
i think if lindsay lohan wants to live as a self proclaimed drink driver,
daaaarn right! you betcha we should let her continue running around drinkin & drivin.

and! rmb.
the earth's a planet, which is round.

like obama's head.

Tag Repliz

Chris: LOL. Sorry la. i was super bored that day. I bet you enjoyed it lor. :D

Huirou: YEAH. Sue them la. NVM. i got superman for ze lawyer. comfirm win one.

Grace: here ish your update! :D and yeah. i'm feeling WAY better. marilyn manson is white faced. and demonic.

HAROLD: WHO NEEDS YOU. :D and since when did you start tagging my blog. and i invited you? OMG. WHY DID I DO THAT? hahahah! kidding la. on some level :D

jonat: STOP rubbing it in. i know i haf a slite spiaolin prorbblem, but dat duesn't min you kan act liek you kan spiaow so well. and 10 likes you. face it.

CLAIRE: HAHA. if i had the amount of times you're dying in cash, i'd be richer than that guy over there.

Kim: OH. YOU HATE JONAT. OH JONATTT...

xoxo. HAHAHA KIDDING.
I'm STRAIGHT okay? |
Darren.

2008-10-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

Okay. First quiz i have done ever. Ever.
Cos like Claire tagged me to do it so like YEAH.
Here goes nothing.

Name 20 people (no specific order)

1. Tang Mun Chong Matthew
2. Frederick Chan
3. Bryan Phua
4. Ong Huirou
5. Claire Yang
6. Claudia Yong
7. Janelle Leong
8. Samantha Ooi
9. Grace Chia
10. Jonat Ng
11. Chris Chen
12. Daniel Lee
13. Joshua Lee
14. Matthaeus Yeo
15. Hilary Clinton!
16. Pam Say
17. Christabel Toh
18. Ben Chiew
19. Mervyn er something.
20. Mah Sister (First name Mah, surname Sister)

1. How did you meet 14? (Matthaeus)
Said hi to him randomly during preteens. Yes, I was even randomer then.

2.What would you do if you never met 1? (Matthew)
I'd be like a p5/6 running around in IGNYTE.

3.What if 9 and 20 date each other? (Grace and Shermaine, My sister)
I'd be really worried for Grace.

4.Will 6 and 17 date? (Claudia and Christabel)
0 0. Moving on.

5.Describe 3. (Bryan)
Super blur. Super funny. Super bear.

6.Is 8 attractive? (Samantha)
Yeah, sure. Ignyte is a full of good looking people, yay! Or so pDa said.

7.Describe 7. (Jan)
Really nice Bimbo and Ahlian mix. And my jie.

8.Do you know any of 12's family member? (Daniel)
Er Yeah. His sister. Sarah i think. Saw him msging her once. In CH also i think. Made Mervyn (19) her Jie or sth. HAHA.

9.What if 18 confesses to you he or she likes you? (Ben)
I'd pray. Real hard. REAL REAL HARD.

10.What Language does 15 speaks? (Hilary Clinton)
Cheemanology.

11.Who's going out with 9? (Grace)
ERM. ERM. *a**l*. Probably la, in the near future :P

12.How old is 16? (Pam)
-Counter Malfunctioned- KIDDINGG.
14

13.When did you last speak to 13? (Joshua Lee)
Last saturday. But i'm sure i called him sometime ago to suan him about his exams. :D

14.Who is 2's favourite singer? (Frederick)
Powerpuff Girls?

15.Would you ever date with 4? (Huirou)
Ehh. Trick question la this one.

16.Will you ever date with 1? (Mun Chong)
Although he IS a chiobu, nope.

17.Is 19 single? (Mervyn)
Not for much longer.

18.What's 10's last name? (Jonathan)
EMO. HAHA.

19.School of 3? (Bryan)
Bro Aloy's house.

20.Where does 6 live? (Claudia)
Hougang. Rio Vista.
(Unit number is undisclosed as a precaution against jigopeis/stalkers. any inconvienienced caused is regretted)

21. What is your favourite thing of 5? (Claire)
Her friend named Darren Lee. HAHA kidding!
Herself la. as in the person

22.Have you seen 11 naked? (Chris)
donteventhinkaboutitdonteventhinkaboutitdonteventhinkaboutit

Now choose 5 people to do this test:

1. Janelle Leong
2. Er. Aiya i dk alr la.

NO I DONT LIKE LIKE SAM.

Me.

2008-10-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

Screamer, Good Charlotte

Communication is a lot like the wind
When I speak it's like no one understands
And I'm left with empty hands forever
I can't speak.
So many things I'll never learn
You can't cross bridges that you've burned

Why is life such an issue in your mind?
Why are the answers to my problems hard to find?
So hard to find, So hard to find

Don't forget to buckle when you fall
Beneath the pressure of the seconds
When your life became a screamer.
Staring at the sea, things become so small
I want movies of my dreams and pictures on my wall,
Pictures on my wall

You say that I'm a dreamer
I say you're a non-believer
Take out the light,
Take out the light, start screaming

I'm dreaming, I'm a dreamer

No one belives me and you don't either
Don't tell me what to do

Take out the light
Take out the light
Take out the light
Take out the light,
Start screamin

2008-10-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

Okay. Been feeling slightly inwardly emo lately. ._.
maybe it's exams, maybe it's me. ah well. include me in prayer people!
thankzloadz.

OH. HAPPEH BIRTHDEH SAM.
I'd have gotten you that birthday cake, maybe with a bit more candles, but uh. a lil low on cash :P maybe next year. ehehe!

geh. missed sam's birthday today
why thank you mum and dad, for locking me at home to mug (:
they had fun. which is good.
my dormant desire to watch cartoons is once again re-ignited.

since i feel really random, i'm going to post 8 facts about myself.

1. Installed in my computer, is an extremely perky and most disturbing eye break reminder alarm thing-program, which pops up every half an hour saying. "Hey kids! It's time to take an eye break!" -.-

2. I'm an introvert. WOAHH. I didnt know that! O:

3. I'm a grade 1half pianist thinking of auditioning for worship min keys. Am i crazy or what?

4. I'm crazy.

5. I hate celery. I mean normal veges are still okay, can tolerate la. but celery is pure evil.

6. If i was prime minister of the universe, or someone who has the right to ban anything anytime at will, i would ban life science being taught in school. science is okay but life science is pushing it waay too far. then i'd ban celery.

7. the degree of my right eye (lazy eye) is 450. O: i can't seem to remember my left eye's, but it's less.

8. These facts were 100% random.

Okay. Dont'cha just feel like you know me so much better now? :D
I was in the middle of studying when i realized i had to post this. whoo.

Darren

TAG REPLISH

CLAIRE: Hahah. nothing la (: you're staying awesome. that's whatcha doing.

JONAThan: I'll get addicted when i start thrashing you man. You're real ownage at pool la. beat me like. 8/9.5 times. siaoo :D

JAN: HAHA. YESS. i donooo why i release extra early lor that time i play with youu. hahah. AHWELL. next time play again kay. aft exammm.

grace: OH. HEY. Grace. you tagged. hahaha. jiekai has a pool table in his house i think. or so i heard. HAHA.

gabriel: er. i'm not sure when i'll get to that. you may have to wait awhile. i only have one link, and that's put up by jan herself. hahah!

heh.

2008-09-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

Pool craze with Jonat.
heh.
In pool, you cant sink the last ball until all your balls (stripes or solids) are sunk.
To me,
my 8 ball is my freedom.
okay maybe i shouldnt use such an emo term.
my 8 ball is my liberation from stress.
okay la.
my 8 ball is my fun. :D

but before i get that.
i gotta sink all the other irritating balls first. which are my exams and grades.

my cue is my brain. which is pretty short considering.
and my ownage aiming would be God.
I just pray that God will impart this ownage aiming onto everyone during ze EOYs.

If you're wondering, i cooked all this crap up in like 2 minutes while playing pool (online) with jonat.
YAY POOL.

TAG REPLIES.

grace: hahaha. how did you get my email ah? LOL. i tried finding one random ignyter's email on the net for fun and i couldnt find! haha.

JAN: I'm back. and better than ever. *cheesy movie advertisement plays* (: jiayou eoy!

~JOEL~: hahaha! sorry. i dont really kinda link people. lazy. HEH.

chris: dude. read above. ^ HAHA.

Jasper: when will you ever use your real name - Gwaiden Ferbblnoche

SHERMAINE:D: hey auntie shermkia. its better than yours. HAHA. kidding.

JONAThan: POOL!!! the stupid barber cut it offf!!!

and

For Claire's expected "sigh. darren. tsk tsk" tag: what did i doo to deserve this torture?!! ):

__

Darren

2008-09-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

Man. How long have i been away.

Sorry people, was in malaysia at my cous' wedding dinner.

then rushed back in time for bro darren's. woah.

TAG REPLIZ

Jasper: I thought the IN things were rubber bands?

JAN: HAHA. camwhoreee. sam thought it was camwar. super retarded. AMEN. section outing was super deee duper funz. kinda. anyway. it's light red okkai! like jimmy neutron's shirt. is that red? yes it is. i hope.

JONAThan: i copied and pasted this time. heheh. WHATEVERRR.

Butchy: you guys la. keep switching names til i dont know who's who. gary ah. and uh. hi back.

Kim: yes i know you relish in the mispelling of your cousin's name. how nice!

grace: yeah we do don't we. i try to appreciate singaporean stuff, even if it sucks. msn's waaayyy more convienienter (:

PAM: thank you for the tag, pam. thank you for the msg, you typed. bearing all your words to me, now all i see, is a tag replying spreeeee! (i hope you got the song :P)

~JOEL~: you're..idk who you are. and when i do, then i link. deal?

CLAIRE: sorry laaa. slipped my minddd. you're not fat. you're rich with love and friendship. omg that sounded really weird. but its true!

JAN: is this my second reply? HAHA! thank you jie. its okay. i dont think anyone knew i was back except those who were at the dinner.

huirou: yeah! hahahaha. yours are good enough la. no need skinnies lor. :P

MinChih: noooope. its not. noo. i have life in the toilet also. kidding la. well most of it. yeah. i watched again. heh! old people rock.

Yeah sorry people once again for not updating.

Uh. next post coming to you when i'm not deadish.

Darren

2008-09-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

Okay! Today was section outing.
I guess it was kinda duh i'd post about this.
And come to think of it,
it's my first section outing.
And i'm really happy i didn't miss anything fun today.
I set a record: 1 in a row.

My maid forgot to wake me up, so Matthew's call woke me up instead.
Thanks Matt!
Got to Matthaeus' house at around 8.20.
dropped at J8, walked around the empty mall abit,
then breakfast, and a walk to Bishan park!
i managed to catch up with Matthew abit, which was hen hao.

Guess it was pretty grassy and wet,
so yeah it wasnt as fun as it could be.
but still cool! for me.
they didn't use my game. so my 10 mins thinking of that
were wasted.
ahwell.

Played games, took photos. HAHA.
And we walked back to J8.
Did more talking,

then we went to amkhub to (walk around and then) watch $ No Enough 2.
Again.
"Jia Ba Bueh"
Funny la. But also sad.
Singaporean movies actually not bad one lor.
Can pass la.
And that old lady super pro at acting leh.
Someone give her a grammy please?

Ah old people.

TagRepliez

JAN: Flu! Still? Awmann. Must take this sept hols to recover k? (:

audrey: yes. er okay. i will. eventually.

Kim: Oh don't worry, i'm already cute. I don't know. I think it's fun? Yeah. Still here. Abit left.
Darn sickness.

Jasper: How hot and passionate you like your cherades to be, I doubt i can catch up. I already have a hard time blowing balloons. Dude what's up with the constant varying of names?

CASS: OMG. YEAH. It's not that big dealish you know. Just flu. LOL.

JONAThon: I look awesome anytime of my life. It's called style. Something you won't understand. HAHAHA kidding

CLAIRE: Ohmy3.142. HAHAHA. That's a new one. Yeah i guess i am. But it's good right? :D

huirou: hahahah! yeah i have random moments. thanks for tagging! (: oh and SO SORRY about your laces! If they're not washable I can.. do something about it! :D

grace: HEY :D. hahaha. long time no talkkk. veeery. long time. (:

Darren

2008-08-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

YAY NEW POST

Uhh.

Thank God. My prayer cell grew double!

by 3 people. but yeah. still double.

I'm feeling seriously random tonight.
And I heard that there's going to be two moons visible tonight!
Mars and the moon.
You'd probably have missed it if you're reading this,
With the exception of those whom i told i posted.

HAH. too bad. it's coming back in 200 plus years.
I'm feeling so random, it hurts.

Yeah so anyway i have like bronchitis?
And yeah it sounds like a terminal disease but its some kind of flu.

I wanna grow an emo fringe.
But avoid the mingyang look also.
That sounds hard.
People ask me to strive for the difficult, and do the impossible.

And impossible is nothing.
So when i do nothing, i do the impossible.
Alright!

I'm going to do more impossibleness now.

________This Marks The End Of A Very Random Post________

2008-08-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO.
haha.
done with harold's blog.
(:
heh.
Darren!
i have EYE BAGS.
haha.
oh no la.
):
i'm here to post,
cause i just feel like posting.
wahahhaa.
okay.
sorry.
i'm ABIT high.
anw,
congrats on your baptism kay.
you did a great job :D
heh!
thats all i feel like saying!
Googoogahhgahh,
JANELLE!

2008-08-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

Post Waterbap Post

One of the perks and privelleges of getting water baptised is that when people ask me whether I'm baptised, I get to say yes.

My testimony was smooth (: I wasn't very nervous, cos i've done this kinda thing a few times. But i still was la. When i went up, and people started laughing half way, and then eventually started laughing and clapping, i got shocked. cos it wasn't really supposed to be funny. ahwell. at least i said it.

The water's warm, for those who havent gone for wb yet. And no you don't feel cold when you come up, (God's warmth is protecting you) :D

Although I don't feel different spiritually yet, like no heavenly revelation or miracle has suddenly occurred yet, but I do feel that my heart kinda feels lighter, in a way I don't know how to describe. :P
I did feel like there was an opening of heaven's doors.
But that was after i washed up and went back to service, and started worshiping Him.

I do feel like I need to wipe of my old ways, and I'll try my best to do so. At the same time obeying God even more (:

On a sidenote: I added a picture. ALRIGHT ACHIEVEMENT.

Tag Repliz

CLAIRE: Gratz for getting waterbaped too you! Thanks for the post yeah? you rock. (: Love to talk to you soon! Which would be a few moments after I post this.

JAN: Join the waterbaped club soon k? Believe you will (: I added the picture right. Yay. I'm learninggg. :D

Hopi: Don't know, just got tired of my old one. This is like my dream blogskin kay? Hahah. Jan made it. Hahah.

Kim: You la. Disappear to where? brisbane? lol. What's wrong with light blue? Yeah it is in IE too what. hahahahah.

Me

2008-08-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

Thanks Jan, for this perfect blogskin.
Today I wanna thank God.
This past week, He's been really taking good care of me!

1. Bio/LS test. Whatever you call it, i hate it.
So while cramming in the morning,
my friend suddenly came up to me in the midst of revision.
and he asked me "name me a bacteria with more than one shape"
and i was stunned, cos it was extra information in our text book and super sudden.
but so like. i learned it anyway, to be extra careful.
and in the test -there was like 3 marks worth on that small piece of information.

2. On tuesday, i forgot to bring my wallet
and i had only borrowed 2 bucks, not enough for a train ride home.
so i was stranded there.
but God led me to the passenger service place thing,
and like after talking for awhile, i managed to buy a ride with no 1 dollar deposit!
so it only cost 1.70, which is a major life saver.

3. My Chinese Oral went extremely well.
I knew cause the guy was smiling.
because by the grace of God, i had a super nice teacher who gave me
possible topics the tester was going to talk about.

4. While going home from the movies on monday,
my friends were gone, i was eating lunch alone.
but God brought me bumping into one of my friends who hadn't left!
like seriously, i bumped into him
and his mum sent me, so i didnt have to take the bus all alone.

It's these small things that make me love God so much more.
Thank You, my Jehovah Jirah!

_____________________________________________
Tag Repliezzzz.

JAN: JIE! hahaha. you're so not aging fasttt. you're matt's mummy? hahah! so i'm his.. uncle?
LOL. i dont want to sound so old. uncle darren. ._.

huirou: HUIROU HUIROU HUIROU! :D heyyy. you found my blog! hahah! I will! You too yeah? :D Glad you like the tanned smileys. i don't know how come it's there, but enjoy them while you're here yeah? hahaha! Darren's blog: the tanned smiley blog. See you too! (:

chris: first time here huh? all the first time taggers tag about my faith in God. but that's how i like it. ahaha! photocopy notes? uh. dont need la. save the trees.

CASS: hihi cass (: noo. raving rabbids is a video game. love is a feeling. you're mixed up! :P hahah. monday. okay. I went to the movies with my ex-classmates. done. have fun! :D

2008-08-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

When God speaks,
the storms are calmed, the waves are soothed,
the mountains align, the thunder ceases.
When God speaks,
it's a very powerful thing.
I can't emphasise that we can't keep asking Him to speak to us,
we need to expect to be spoken to.

God told me something that i've ever had thoughts about.
It was to set up a small cell in my class.
I think i got a vision, and i dont think i need to be all secret about this.
I saw a circle of 5 people, with one of them leading the others in prayer,
and I saw these 5 people were in my school,
in my classroom,
and the one leading the prayer,
was in my seat.

I wanna let this really real encounter with God come to tell everyone,
that God IS there, and to expect something powerful, which can come to everyone,
and ANYONE.
On a random note, I wanna dedicate this post to Claire, for helping me
see myself in a different light in IGNYTE. (:

Me.

2008-08-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

I have to say, today was one of the most special national days in my life.
Mainly cos i spent it with IGNYTE people. (:
It didn't feel as nationaly, but it certainly was awesome fun.

Went to sengkang at 9, when i was supposed to meet them at 9,30.
so i was like stoning, and got bored so i went to buy vapodrops. cos i'm still coughing ):
yeah but once everyone got together and we reached bro aloy's house,
it was super fun la!
we were like playing wii. and it had all sorts of random games.
like. what unplugging the toilet, shooting down spiderman, playing in a band.
most of you would know it as rayman raving rabbids.
LOL damn funny.
then went lunch and went church.
along the way played good news bad news. some random game our buzz made up.
CHAO. JI. retardedestness.
THANK YOU BRO ALOY

Gel was special today. we got "corrugated plastic" boards. (:
really cool.
LOL
okie ya thennn. FUEL and service was awesome as usual.
and yeah lah, service had some nationaly stuff
but the message was very real:

God loves to speak to you, but our minds have been turned away from expectation,
so we need to want to hear from God, and open our spiritual ears.
And God spoke to me that evening.

Then we had some mass people dinner. Wasn't really section, cos it had z2 people also,
but aiya. just super fun.
i love all these dinners with mah church friends.

Tag Replies

JAN: Hello jiejie! :P don't feel old lor. hahah. dont worry yeah. one day will be your baptism day. don't lose hope!

MinChih (from long time ago): cos i'm working on my new image. pen knives, long fringe, black clothes, depressing books all prepared. okay kidding la. hahah. aiyaaaa sometimes deep is good.

Me

2008-08-03T02:59:00.001-07:00

OKAY LIKE YEAH OKAY COOL YEAH OHMYGOODNESS LIKE AWESOME.
hahah sorry for the sudden outburst.
I'M GETTING WATER BAPED.
that is like. awesome like awesomeestness
THIS IS LIKE SO MILESTONEY.
which is hao.
i think it's just really great that i get this opportunity to tell people
that God HAS touched my life.
and like. say. Yo whassup. I'm a Christian. Who is BAPTISED.
:D

I've realized i have an affinity against fun events.
I've missed:
-x[PL]ode camp 2007
for trip to south korea
-acting in unfound
for tuitions.
-church camp
for debate camp. and i didnt get tickets. and i had tuition.
-section outing
for tuition. and the overall rush of things. and tuition.
-buzz group outing
for tuition. GAH.
-section dinnerr
for dinner with parents.

Seeing as such, tuition is a horrible, horrible thing. and i'm so going to cancel all tuitions near future events.
Daddy, Mummy, if you see this. You know what to do. Please?

Tag Repliiesh.

JAN: YO! hahah. sorry i didn't talk to you! gah. i think that day i didn't talk to anyone outside of my buzz. shizz. Yeah i think i was a leeeeetle emo. WHOO your msn's finally fixed! hahaha. can't wait to talk to you again! Li bai. ex-classmate. and a famous poet. hahahah

CLAIRE: hahahaha. i really hope you're kidding. i'll try to make it for promnight yo! like seriously. you have NO idea how many times i got called esther. and for the record. i am NOT gay. or esther.

Hopi: HAHA. okay um nice to see you use this name after awhile. Dark Knight. Yeah its okay. but abit long. good to see you found my blog hahaha.

Darren, Member of the Rebellion against Tuition

2008-07-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

You know i'm starting to notice something when me matt and fred hang out
we do 4 things.
movie.
eat.
talk.
walk.
Everytime.
Just how i like it. :D
On a side note, if i ever see joker's maniacal face laughing away i'm going crazy.

_____________________

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
You told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.

Oh how i love that song.

Man is imperfect, impure
I am imperfect, and impure
Not just impure,
I am very impure.
Who am I?
so stained, so wrong, a tiny speck in all of the world
that God should notice me, and feel what I feel
and bother to help me.

But God's love is unconditional,
and for everyone who everyone who needs it,
for everyone who wants it.
Sometimes we ask why God is doing something in our life.
we ask, why in the world is He doing this to me?
He's supposed to love me. He's not doing enough!
But let's take a moment to think.
The fact that God is doing something, shows that he sees you.
yes. YOU. that one person out of 6.6 billion other people out there.
and God works slowly.
so let's appreciate what He's doing in our lives,
maybe the times get abit hard,
but we know ultimately,

His plans are only to prosper us, and not to harm us.
Don't take advantage of God.

I'm Yours, Dad.

2008-07-14T04:39:00.001-07:00

yo matthew. like. i'm real sorry k?
that i didn't tell you i had a blog.
like. i had some stuff here i felt that if you knew you'd be burdened
with that problem.
and i was like not ready to have you think
"why is my best friend becoming so drama?"
and dude,
like, although i did stuff
i did stuff to you i'm sorry about,
i didn't mean it and all, and like you're still my best friend k?
SEE i'm placing a MATTHEW section in my post.
hahahah.

hahaha. last week was REW.
Religious Emphasis Week.
a lil thing in my school where we'd have chapel for like 3 days
and like.
the preacher was awesome.
not as awesome as trinity pastors ;)
but still pretty impacting.
i saw 3 rededications in my class.
and there's like follow up sessions, so i'm like going with them.
hahahah.
yeah and on a random note, there's less homework last week.
HAHA

JAN: HAHAHA. you tag the most lah. but its awesome having you here. hahaha! yeah no problem yo. when you're bored can talk to me lah. i super free one.

Matthew: sorry k? like. chaoji sorry. dude. like. you're an awesome friend yo!

CLAIRE: wah. why you sigh me. did i do sth wrong?

pamelaSAY: HAHAH YAY YOU GOT MY NAME RIGHT. how come everyone suddenly find my blog. hahaha

MinChih: we are? wah. die. i got church.

2008-07-06T21:17:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO.
hahah. i promised jan i'd post yesterday.
;x

anyway. 060708 WAS AWESOME!
after having like 10 rehearsals, the real thing was reaaally cool.
it went super smoothly lah.
i thought the video showing ze two pastors getting to the summit was hilarioussss.
hahaha.
and i felt that my emcee thing went reaally well too.
although our pair practised the least, and was super last minute
i think we did okay! at least i hope we did.
i wrote my own script! :D yay me.
and then hor. that sam. ben's brother.
say me lah. say not cool enough. hmph.
LOL. hahaha. but i hope i did well enough.
its a small gift from God, that i use to serve him well (:

ya'll. fish out your gifts hor. every small talent can be so precious to God.
if you're good at piano-ing. the worship min's open yaknow.
yeahz.

Tag Reply:

grace: you're the...sec 2 ignyte grace right? hahahaha! how did you find my blog yo! 0 0

JAN: here's the promised post k? hahahaha. yeah i'll post more next timeee.

;|| darren

2008-06-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

I suddenly just realized.
My blog is dead.
And what better things to fill it with than God?
For any Christian out there, who is losing faith,
Losing faith in Jesus,
Think about this.
Now my post isnt here to ridicule other religions. It's just for those Christians that need something to hold on to, to keep their faith alive.

Isnt God the only one who reaches out to you, for no cost?
No piercing yourself, no harming yourself, no sacrifices of food.
Isnt God the only one who wants to give you unconditional love, and forgives you as long as you are really sorry?
Isnt God someone that really tests your faith? So many opposing forces, all trying desperately to put Him down. But every fall makes you stronger.
Isnt God the only one, that gives away miracles? Pray, and if you need it, you get it.

I say yes. (:

2008-05-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

SP SUMMIT. :D
i lub it.
not to mention both saturday sec 1 guys and girls were grouped together
so fred was wayy freaked.
but whatever. he's supposed to be over..yar.
then THIS SUPER huge little game
that we were supposed to build an empire on an island.
but do stuff to get the resources for it.
I had to roll and sing nursery rhymes for 30 seconds.
and it got taped.
if i find it on you tube ah..
okay. then LUNCH.
walked behind churchh.
HAD HOKKIEN MEE MALAYSIAN STYLE!
yarmm.
kay. then we played the smiley game
where we were supposed to do something seriuosly confusing
and i got onesmile drawn on me.
whee.
then small mini lesson thingy, but way funner.
cuz bro kahfei was talking :D
yar. then stuffs. then pda said stuffs too.
and then altar call.
and BARBEQUE.
harleylooyah.
awesome.
sausages.
satay.
marshmallows.
meat patty things.
marshmallows.
otah.
crabstick
marshmallows.
beehoon + fried rice
oh you know there was also marshmallows :P
yeah. was seriously awesome.

and for those of you who care,
i got a lil sum'p sum'p from God.
you know i was all identity crisis?
God finally spoke to me.
during this.
it may be Darren the Sarcastic
Darren the Nerd
Darren the Athlete
Darren the MSN a holic
Darren the Unknown.
any of these could be me.
maybe all.
but i heard from Him what he wants me to be overall.
Darren the Faithful SP.

Me.

2008-05-27T08:17:00.001-07:00

Life. Needs. To. Slow. Down.
I know many people who face these issues.
Seeking of Identity.
Addictions.
Inferiority Complex.
Loneliness.
Dryness of Life
Not rare. But one at a time.
For me, its coming all over me.
Like, all at once.
I don't feel very happy about that.
Ya'll readers probably wouldnt care, but i feel very alone, very useless, and very helpless.
If my msn nick or pm is too emo for you, forgive me.

small kid, big emotions.
maybe i'm not the only one.
maybe you guys are all
"what makes you so special. i face that too"
i'm just sorry.
i'm posting cos, i don't have anyone else to
really talk to.
everyone else has their own lives.
it's not pleasing deep inside.
yknow?
yeah. didn't think so.

Me.

2008-05-17T08:43:00.001-07:00

How long has it been since i last updated? okay nobody answer that.
OKAY. where do i start.
okay blog about yes tur daye first.

16th May Fri.
As i walk up my bus i am filled with excitement and anticipation of my week long awaited results. -.-
yar so the teachers gave out papers.
did okay lah.
cept for lit.
64 percentttt.
a wave of joy over came me.
ah well whatever.
anyway i really thank God i managed 3rd in class for geog, and i topped chinese again.
and then we had this school invasion tour thinggg.
2 local bands came to perform in our hall
LOL like nobody was rocking
the bands were like banging their heads.
but then everyone just watch.
then our chair man got everyone to stand up for like a minute than
cos nobody joined us we sat back down
our teacher screamed at us for doing that
but like. he's bald so whatever.
yeah so then ncdcc we learnt how to use a hosereel?
we took a hose and sprayed rust filled water onto a car.
they made us clean it up with tissue paper.
yar so cell. then blah.

17th May sat
aiya. normal sat morning.
yeah tuition.
one of my tuitionmates finally changed his shirt.
okay church.
YAYYYYY
fuel. and out popped some new sec 1 guy
swe lwin.
errr. ya
suuuppppeerrrr tan
okay service.
matt was like rushing me to get fred behind claud.
LOL. she was like really freaking out.
and i could see that subtle smile on fred's face
when he sat down behind her.
:D
kay. went to singpost with buzz.
finally
and had dinn at kfc.
remininced about old dayssss in preteens at adam
we used to hate the janitors.
then hung around NTUC for fun, went to buy coloured tapes and then went home.
yay. oh and matthew called some random old lady.

okay. thats basically it. this is for all you ~~horrible~~ really nice people who ask for an update (:
kidding on the horrible part la
;D yar

Meeeeeeee

2008-04-28T01:19:00.001-07:00

yarz.
lolll. today was pretty eventful while i was coming back
but dont expect the whole everyday blogg thing cos i'm over that.
yar. i was on the bus with this guy named henry
and he started to get really scary
and asked for my name email and phone number
gay much.
so i thought walao ditch that guy.
and made up some bogus story i had to go to vivo to eat.
so man when i ditched him
i felt that warm fuzzy feeling inside me. :DDD
yeah so i took the next train with another friend who happened to walk by.
so was talking and sitting la. usual.
then. gasp. saw sis jas.
okay la. no super big deal just say hi.
surprised she even recognises me
yar then lo and behold.
next stop my ex classmates burst in.
zheee me qiao.
yeah so talk. go home blah

Me.

2008-04-27T00:57:00.000-07:00

Dead.

2008-04-18T02:47:00.001-07:00

AWWWW!
Havent blogged for a week.
Gah. but there seriously isnt much this week.
well not much i wanna talk about.
boring week at school~~
okay. today.

Fri 18 Apr
had normal school.
i was rushing cos i had to bring my stupid heavy ncdcc uniform.
leather boots and all.
yeah so then during PE i dontknow why i was excused
so i just saw this random guy walking around the track and followed him.
yeah.
Recess.
Dont usually talk about it but ah well.
had rice with erm. curry chicken, sambal kangkong and mala tofu.
if you dont know what mala is its just super hot sauce.
yeah. drained like my huge cup of coke in like 10 seconds.
Okay. english, chinese. bla.
Bio.
i realized i felt kinda sickly so i was like sleeping through bio
with sore throat and blocked nose and lethargy and all
but well,
i realized too late, and had only 5 mins of sleep.
so i ponned ncdcc cos i was REALLY feeling unwell
and uh went back with andre. he wanted to eat at vivo so i just bring him there.
in the mrt some weird girl tried to send him something through bluetooth.

Andre and me just sitting there minding our business when andre got a invitation to be sent something.
Andre looked up curious.
Girl:"oops sorry. could you just accept that?"
Me:"0.0 who are you?!"
Andre:"er. no thanks."
We shifted seat then :P

okay. so now i'm back. just woke up from a nap. yeah.
HOPE I CAN SOOOO GO CHURCH TOMMOROW.
I pray, dear Lord, that you will guard me from any virus in my body,
Father, please just take that virus out, and let me come and praise your name and
spend fellowship with my friends tommorow. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

:D
Me.

2008-04-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO. WEEKENDSSS
awhesurm.
yeahh
this week was pretty cooll.
but ugh. nothing SUPER exciting.

5th Apr. Sat
Tuition.
it's never fun.
OKAY.
i asked alex to come over for ignyte
cos he said his old church was so darn boring.
and the average age there was like 60.
O__O
yeah so he was like
omg.
10 times better than his old church.
yeah but i felt it was kinda sian lo
like. no one was jumping as much
and FUEL was kinda sian
gah. this whole multiplication thing is so..
sad.
yeah but if it helps to enlarge God's kingdom then
i'm cool. :\
yeah so likeee
had dindin at hans again
maybe i'll go singpost one day.
hahah.
yarr so uh went home.
talked to samuel for awhile.
talking about some unknown show called black adder
yar whatever.
hahah

6th Apr Sun.
Nth much la. haha
just msned and did homework the whole day
hahah set 3 records in the DARREN BOOK OF RECORDS.
talked to claire for like 10h? omg. siao.
longest time ever kept a msn conv open
longest time ever talked to a single person on msn
longest time ever talked to a girl in msn.
HHHAHAH
yeah but i gotta go le. gah.

Me.

2008-04-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

April.
so fast luh.
okiee. er havent been blogging about the past few days.
too sien.
but i'll blog from lets see..yesterday.
thurs.

3rd April

Normal school day.
handed up my lit teacher.
essay -.-
hate exerting finger energy.
had CIP.
went to old peoples' hospital.
17 of us.
flying around.
then we saw nanyang girls' school there too.
singing ._.
yeah me david and greg went up to the people who didnt go downstairs.
for bingo.
we met this guy who could ACTUALLY speak english.
omg.
but he was tired
and fell asleep while talking to us.
what the crap?
this other guy
no denches
agh. however you spell it.
no teeth
dono what he saying lor.
finally we meet someone we can talk to.
this old man,
his family super rich,
but still cooped up in that hospital.
so kelian.
some leg and back injury.
talked for like 40 minutes.
greg hardly talked.
omg. greg kept silent for 40 minutes.
yeah then we tried to play chess with this guy who had
a growth on his chin.
._.
he didnt want to.
uh so went down went up the bus went back to school and went home.
super tired.
*pretty cure*
:D

4th April

Normal school day.
gablah.
finished my fire man test early so i left at like 3.20 :D
went to get ready
had macs in the car on the way to the esplanade for sso concert!!
whoo.
went there.
met people.
the first part was pretty nice (:
got that lady playing the viola.
super.
then interval!
i went to buy lemon tea.
and a cookie.
COOKIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
chewy chocolate fudge
mmhmmmmm..
yeah then went back.
slept in the second part.
and hijacked andre's car back home.
almost got lost ._.
i owned the psp in winning eleven 20-nil
owned as in own goaled. they won.
yeah.
basically it.
I GOT A NEW CBOX.
awesome.
so bored.
SO BORED.
aiya finish this post lah.

Me. BORED.

2008-03-31T05:00:00.000-07:00

okay.. blogging again.
sorry guys but i dont really take photos much
so umm.. unless you guys really request.
and i still dont know what in name is wrong with my cbox.
after this post i try fix it. :D

31 March Monday
Usual day.
blah.
debate.
coach did some confidence test thing.
we were all on a crashing plane,
yet somehow there was time
to debate on who should get the sole parachute.
i was paired up with this other guy
we were a newly wed couple. WHAT THE CRAP.
so there were nuns monks some scientist a poor guy with a big family
some gay, professional clown, harvard entrant,
pregnant woman, obama, bill clington all there.
i was like
all you religious people.
you say you would pray for us if we let you get the chute.
im christian my wife's buddhist.
you let us down we pray double :D
i went through so much just to make that stupid swear
happiness til death.
and one week after i die.
loooooong happiness huh.
furthermore, if you ever thought of giving it to the gay
give it to me.
my wife is a guy.
thanksyous.

29 March Sat
Tuition.
normal
CHURCH.
awesome.
had a dindin with matt and fred.
matt told fred.
stuff.
and showed him a sms.
he got emo.
O:
feel sad for that guy
if you dont know what im talking about
go buy a carpet.
stayed for TPC.
girls edition.
bimbo talk is awesome.

March 30th Sun
Narthing much.
seriously

March 28th Fri.
okokokko.
GEP camp.
usual.
i was 1 out of 2 people chosen to present my powerpoint.
but no time.
so only 1 person could present.
so when it was time,
i was chosen.
i went down
and told the madam.
'madam i dont know what to say!
i wrote everything on that powerpoint!'
and she called for the other guy instead.
Adil if you're reading this.
sorry. it was your destiny.
Had track meet.
my class came in 3rd!!!!!
Runners up.
yeah then went for debate.
ACSI won.
somehow i feel real sad for the team that lost.
look so sad. =(
yeah then went for a wake.
blah.

Me.

2008-03-27T02:55:00.000-07:00

0.0 how long has it been since i posted?
5 days.
almost a week.
SORRY PEOPLEs.
so sian didnt feel like blogging~~
yarrrr so today i have nothing better to do so i blog.
:D

March 24th Monday

nothing much lah today.
typical monday
typical monday BLUES
which sucks.
had normal lessons.
had an extraordinarily long chapel today
which is pretty boring compared to Ignyte.
IGNYTE :D
yeah.
peoples who dont know what's Ignyte, its the
most happening place in Trinity Christian Centre,
the place the place for the youths to worship and praise God
also for us to have fellowship together.
seriously it's fun.
if you guys are interested, and you KNOW ME,
leave a msg in the tag or msn me or call me
or mail me, or ask some man in pyjamas to fly over and tell me,
or whatever way you wanna contact me.
yeah anyways.
boring monday.
nuff' said

25th March. Tuesday

FIRST day of GEP camp.
it lasted the entireeeee day
so i missed all the lessons
ahhh.
the feeling of knowing i can pon all my torturous lesssons
and teachers while all the other express students in class are suffering
gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside.
oh wait sorry i just had too much milo.
i kinda feel bad for them
that im missing out on the suffering.
but anyways.
had boring speech in the morning.
then went for recess. :D
then had elective 1!
toastmasters.
no nothing to do with bread. sadly.
D:
just talking.
we were supposed to do some impromptu speech over this
deranged random advertisement from the newspaper
i got a HSBC loan advertisement.
my speech was basically like:
'yo peoples, this is an advertisement form HSBC
saying that once you grow up and settle down and need to
renovate your house
buy furniture
and go on a honeymoon with 30% cash back,
go look for HSBC.
in this advertisement they show a nice couple with some nerd guy
and a middle aged lady,
plus a SUPER COOL WALL PAINTER IN THE BACKGROUND!
so besides the cool wall painter,
i think this advertisement has failed desperately.
but whether you guys would like to loan anyway,
the choice is YOURS.'
haha. nonsensical.

March 26th. Wed.

Had ANOTHER boring speech today...
yeah and had ANOTHER early recess...
bleh.
then had elective 2.
DRAMA.
blah.
i was like in this group of 1 sec 3, like 5 sec 4s,
1 sec 2 and sec 3 indonesian transfer students.
i was the only sec 1.
according to the sec 4s im super good at cherades.
i was to act out britney spears.
just pretended i was bald, psycho, a singer and a girl and they got it.
yeah.
then we had an impromptu (again) skit.
my group acted zach and the bean stalk.
i was zach's mother.
WHAT IN NAME RIGHT?!
yeah anyway.
i was like speaking in hokkien.
and then at the end,
zach brought back the giant's wife so i
used her to cook curry :D

March 27th. Thurs. TODAY.

Gah. ANOTHER
super boring speech.
this time with POWER POINT SLIDES.
yeah so then my class, having only 7 GEP students,
joined another totally GEP class.
yarr.
went to NUS museum.
sooooo boringgg.
we had to take pictures of art
to represent my self.
like whatever..
yeah came back,
ate lunch
used laptop to create some powerpoint.
when i showed the teacher,
she was like
WAH write so much
but then the best out of the lot will have to present D:
PLEASE I DONT WANNA PRESENT.
HELP MEEEEEEEE..

MEEEEEEEEEEEE....
get it? help me.. and i just continue on when i sign off?
meeee? ugh never mind.

2008-03-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

yeah couldnt post yesterday cos was too tired so im posting today about yesterday! =D
wdv.
i feel so perky >.<

22th March Sat
Woke up! felt fresh in the morning!
yeah right.
went for tuition. bleh
1.5 hours of horridness.
then went straight for lunch.
had uh what did i have..
western food at some miss clarity thingy.
gah.
yeah then i went home did abit of work.
i indirectly forced matt to come for guilty,
SORRY MATT.
but well at least it was fun!
he went on fri.
i didnt
so he felt it was kinda boring.
lol he was like sleeping halfway thru.
hahha.
yeah but it was fun, cool, .
talked to matt fred the other matt claire styleby blablablablabla.
why am i listing people i talked to?
i dontknow.
yeah had chinese dindin. awesome.
came back and shake leg.
sats. fun. except for tuition. un fun.

Me.

2008-03-21T03:14:00.000-07:00

Sigh. So bored today. Melving isn't free to help finish the blogwork so.

March 21st.
gah, GOOD FRIDAY awh yeah. slack whole day.
wake up at 9. tablet-ed til 11. sigh small batt life.
then went lunch, ate baked rice. not bad, but shld use other sauce.
sighs.
slept somemore,
now blogging.
going out later for CRAB
ZOMG CRABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
I LURVEEE CRAB. you should too.
if you dont? sigh. one day i got extra pocket money i treat you.
come find me arrange one day ;D
but i dono whether can eat mah cos i got ulcer and cough.
D:.
sigh. think gonna go play some stupid stuffs. cya.

Me.

2008-03-20T05:00:00.000-07:00

Okay guys i know i havent been updating for quite awhile
so i just champoh everything that happened these past few days.
btw i RECOVERED. OH YEAH. but still feel super cold in aircon
and i still cough. =(

whenever i stopped posting to 20th March
YEAH I RECOVERED HALLELUJAH.
uh yeah i lost my tablet pc pen on the day i got it
and then i found it the day after
got a new tablet pc. nothing much.
linked minchih. guys sorry for all the slowness of
this blog. no time to renovate.
bare with it.
thanks.
umm....lost my ruler,
found it again.
under my handphone pouch which i dont really use.
all with the lost and foundness this week
>.<
sigh. nothing lah. i just bored.
super super super super bored
i feel as if life has no more excitement inside
usually i would look forward to msn
to talk to friends about stuff.
nowadays like nth say ler =(
sighhs.
oh wells.
GOOD FRIDAY.
YESSSSSS.
need rest in order to go to church on sat.

Me.

2008-03-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

Sigh, i'm down *cough* with sore throat, phlegmness and
fever. crappppp.
i hate being sick.

15th March

second day i'm sick. in the morning i was just walking around
the house feeling like some lethargic hobo.
kept coughing and my hands and feet were cold.
i felt terrible.
missed tuition.
but i missed church too ='(
CHURCHHHHH! IGNYTEEEE!!!!!
so i just stayed at home and used the comp until i felt i cannot tahan anymore.
which is what i'm doing now.
parents and sis went to sentosa,
maid talking on the phone like crazy
leaving me alone
and sick.
sigh.

14th March

Did hw, msned, watched youtube
then i got sick.
thats basically it.

Me. The oh so sick me. I'm sick. that sucks.

Once again, Me.

2008-03-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

BLEHS! WHY DID TODAY HAVE TO END?!

so fun lah.

13th March. Dawne's bday gathering.

yeahh. went to mc's house. she's still pissed with me for
forgetting to add her into my new email add.
sorry minchih.
anyways. went there. jeffery was late.
hopped into minchih's grandpa's car with cass minchih jeff and
duh, her grandpa?
went to dawne's.
samuel smsed me to hurry up cos he and alex were the only 2 there with dawne.
lol.
yeah. hanged around, waited for nick
then half watched 不能说的秘密.
that girl actually quite chio lo..

YEAH ANYWAYs.
then went to park. play ground.
blahed.
went to heartland mall.
WAHH THE LAGSANE FROM PIZZA HUT
fuiyoh!
me sam and minchih ate the same thing ._.
then went to super bowl
sam me alex. tipping toe-ing over puddles
first round i beat cass 50-28.
second she beat me 31-17 0 0
wahalao. kept missing.
my thumb =(
then went to arcade.
JEFFERY SPENT LIKE 6 BUCKS PLAYING house of the dead 4?
play until finish the entire game.
xiao.
but pro.
he did it by him self.
yeah then saw a 13-14 yr old guy smoking outside the arcade
alex wanted to call the police.
haha.
went back.
watched chuck and larry
so friggin gay
ew. but funny like xiao.
yeah went home
my dad fetched me, nick, cass, sam, minchih home.
HAHA. all cramped up at the back.
had so much fun.
i missed them so much lah.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
if any of you see this. know that i'm having a spasm and am not functioning properly.
for this particular moment, and am too lazy to change it.
yeah. awesome.

12th march
dawne's bday.

yeah. just hung around til 2?
went out to vivocity.
watched waterhorse.
so wet.
and dark.
bleh
BOUGHT NEW CONVERSE SHOES.
AWESOMEAWESOMEAWESOME.
oh yeah.
that's it.
haha

maybe i'll insert some emo quote over here next time.

Me.

2008-03-11T03:24:00.001-07:00

Hey people, i'm feeling superr.
yeah that sounded so bimbo
if you actually heard me say it.

yes let's not think about that for now..

Tuesday. 11th March.
Yeah. Had ncdcc today.
bleh. had to march on the spot for like 1 hour straight?
when it ended i was like. yesssss.
had lunch. mac and cheese.
then it started raining.
i was like crap. cos i didnt bring my umbrella.
after walking in the cold, wet, damp, moist rain,
WAIT. rain cant be moist wet and damp...its alr water..
ah anyways.
finally caught a bus.
went home.
blah.
WHOO. finished my stinking mind maps.
and now thrs only 3/4 of eng homework left.
how "little"
yeah. then soon to come is piano tuition.
ARGH. somehow i kinda hate practising for it.
i hope my piano teacher doesnt see this 0 0

"hahaha
okayy.."

Me.

2008-03-10T03:18:00.001-07:00

Yeah.
March hols.
superrrr.
but you know what?
boring.
i think that's what hol homework is for.
keeping you occupied.
well, for 65% time that is.
yeah.

Sun, 9th March

HUNGRYYYY!!!! WHOOOO
oh yeah it was soooo awesome.
like amazing race, food style.
and not so hard.
or money consuming.
well took 5 bucks outta me
but it was worth it!
bleh. out of like 7 of us?
3 sec 1 guys came.
merged with the sec 2 guys.
for the ice breaker,
we had to gather stuff from our groups.
mine was called bak kut teh ^^
i took out my laces cos they needed 7 pairs.
the plastic thingies at the end of each string broke >.<
sis mad helped me by using a tooth pick and chucking em back in.
THANK YOU SO MUCH SIS MAD!!
if not i'd be walking around like a retard
with un laced shoes ._.
then, our cheer was basically elmo's world song, just that it was:
lalalalalalalala, BAK KUT TEH...(supposed to be elmos world)
josh came up with that.
In the end, our sandwich was like.
sickening,
but edible.
DA BAO WON THE THINGY
their sandwich was super fruity
._.
in case you dont know that's claire/claud/sam/bernice/other assorted people's group.
if you dont know who they are thats too bad.

Went to some chinese restaurant for lunch.
Spammed homework and MSN til dinner.
usual.

TODAY (namely monday 10th march)
posting in blue cos monday blues mah ._.
but today holiday =D
kinda boring tho.
mainly spammed homework.
finished my chi =D
if got time spam choing my mind map.
but. just msned, play here play thr thruout the day.
no biggy.

yeahh.

Me.

2008-03-08T00:09:00.001-08:00

OKAY...more people in my blog now.
nyways, today is the first day of the hols.
ready to start kicking back and doing my
hw.
bleh. anyone can help me figure this thing out?
trying to put links and blah
but i fail desperately.
yeah so today. working.
tuitioning.
usual.
AHHHH! NO CHURCH.
crap.
oh well tmr have =)
yeah so did math.
and other assorted stuffs.
ystd din haf ncdcc.
wad a good day to skip ug!

oh plus, God blessed me real good.
yesterday, didnt have enuff money
on my ezlink card,
or to pay for a bus ride in cash,
so i was in a dillemma.
then. when i was wondering wad to do,
turned around. saw my friend almost going off
went to him, borrowed 1 buck.
abit waste lah. considering that my fare is 50c ++
then. told my dad coming hm early
wow. so zhun. he at jurong.
used the 1 dollar to buy drink.
big big cup of ice lemon tea xP
had free ride hm.
hallelujah!

Me.

2008-03-05T02:55:00.000-08:00

Aw man strudel rocks.
Back from debate~
man the cheem words they use.
whee. today the noodles uncle gave me extra stuff
for my laksa.
same price. more food.
yay!
bus ACTUALLY came early.
mehh. but come back stll feel tired.

btwws,
if any of you feel my blog is plain,
please help me un-plainify it.
i'm a total noob at this.
so if you DO see this,
tagg at the cbox below.
yeapps, its alllll the wayy down there.

Me.

2008-03-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

Haiiz...
today was like the worst bday ever.
had PE. NOOO!
Ran 2.4 km in the rain.
timing: 14.25min
AHH so slow =(
the cramps >.<>.<>.<

then went for recess =)
canteen was out of my fave chicken
bleh.
had to settle for red chicken -.-

Then had math and a flurry of subjects
all periods just enough time
to give me hol homework

bus came 26 MINUTES LATE
argh. so fed up just siting there
looking into mid air.

Rushed for tuition
at the speed of light.
went there, 2 hours spent in chinese.

Phone ran outta batt. crap.

cut hair, then came out of barber
looking like a nerd.
went to get water on my hair to un-nerdify my self.

rushed back again for piano tuition.
messed up in my improvisation
learnt new co-ord thingies.

Basically the best thing about today was:
Ate some banana cake after tuition.
Yay. 3 people wished me happ bday today, (no,not my parents)
and Claire posted it in her nick. Yay!

Felicia posted in my Cbox! WHOO! First ever..
Yeah this blog is going public soon =X

Me

2008-03-03T03:34:00.000-08:00

w00t. altho i know no one is reading this.
well maybe eventually people will
but man this has been some rough weeks
exams. countless of em
but no hw.
issat good?
yeah suppose it is.
just striking out boredom in this blog
that no one visits.
YET.
yeah. so last wk of sch.
cool.
bday tmr.
cool.
2 tuitions and a whole pile of promised hw tmr,
not cool.

Me.

2008-02-20T04:17:00.000-08:00

k guys..you know what? i think i'll stick with this boring old skin
as if got time look for another one.
haiizz..but i'll try to up date info
that needs to be updated
to make it a real blog 0.0
k yeah have fun.

2008-02-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

Ok. people. my new and improved blog. created cuz im so damn wuliao.
NO MINCHIH HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CREATION.
all me =D
er...well just hanging around
doing work..
gonna play around with this til im 20. so have fun.

Me.